Someone was really kind and reached out anonymously for me and I just wanted to thank them. My mental health has been all over the place recently but no more than usual. A lot of the time when I post an update on here I'm not feeling the best or just want to get it out and that's always better than bottling those feelings so I understand the concern. I'm getting help for my own journey and have a wonderful support system in my life and it means a lot that people on this platform care. I'm overwhelmed by the comments and support and as always I'm very thankful. :)

I've been taking a little time away from Reddit to enjoy my other passions, including music and video games. Been thinking about streaming too recently just for fun every now and then but I'm not in any rush.

I think about where I was in life the last 6 or so years and where I am now and sometimes I'm happy. I grew up as someone who felt like negative emotions weren't valid and that I, as a man, had to take on the leadership role of being stoic or the fun loving guy. I had to be the steadfast, unbreakable person leader who couldn't be allowed to be seen crying. It lead me to being an asshole who didn't take care of himself and since my "emotional awakening" as I call it, I've been much happier and much more expressive in myself because I don't want people to feel alone like I used to. Thank you person who reached out for me. It means a lot but I promise I'm no where near the depressed mess I used to be. Rain is only periodic and it makes the sunshine better.

I hope you find 5 bucks on the ground today.