Sup,

Long story short, recording that last audio took a lot out of me. I took a risk doing a narrative that I wouldn't normally be willing to do and I've been dropping really hard since. It's important to take care of your mental health and recording that triggered my body into some PTSD symptoms and I haven't been able to shake it. I'm a believer that BDSM stems from a complex place filled with a lot of vulnerable and complex emotions. There's no shame in that. Personally for me, it's a safe place to put myself back in control with a person who understands that and who I'm comfortable with. I have my limits, I tested those limits and now my mind and body is in a place that require some care. I had planned to do the audio from the previous poll and a few fills this weekend but I need to take a short break before I'm able to do that.

That being said, BDSM and the psychology behind it, is fascinating to me. There's people who understand it and people who don't.