Yep, I think I'm done for a little while, we're a long while, I haven't figured that far out yet. 4 months, maybe even a year, I have been trying to find a FWB within my range of travel. But of course, I'm only finding scammers/sex workers/dudes instead. I don't really have issues with sex workers, they can do whatever they want with their bodies but I hate having my time wasted. I'm flattered when guys reach out to me, though I'm not interested in men it does give me a little bit of a morale boost to know that at least someone is interested.

And you know I've been kind of keeping this to myself for a while, minus to a few people who showed a little bit of interest. I am worried that I can't cum with another person. None of my partners have ever made me cum, and I was hoping to explore a way to a reason why. When I get going, I can go for hours, so long that either I get physically tired or my partner does. On several occasions my partners have explained that they feel that it is them, even though I highly doubt it because of the way it feels. So I came to read it, hoping to find an FWB who might be able to help me figure it out. So much for that.

I am 35 years old, a white man, straight and only interested in women, I'm fat and disabled, and Inhave a small dick. It's not like any of those qualities are worthy of attention so, I'm just going to stop for a while until... I don't know yet...