All I want is to be after her desires.. sexual and non-sexual ones. To treat her as a literal goddess. Make her what I live for and shower her with love formed in acts of service and whatever love languages she likes. I just want her. I even want to move countries to hers. I want to worship her and do whatever she wants me to. I want to be her attentive obedient partner that always prioritizes her.

Is that too much to ask for? Why would someone not like being treated as a goddess? I know I am great at that and that I stick around. Why is she that hard to find?

But I do get it. I think that is my big dream and hence I have got to earn it. It doesn’t come easy.