Last year I didn't even realize March 25 had passed until the 28th. This year all I can think about is I didn't even get to have one fucking anniversary with my love. Such a happy date in 2011 has become a day I fucking dispise!!!! It's a horrible feeling knowing that that 1 person that was meant for me is gone And I'll be alone for the rest of my life. For those of you who have never felt loneliness It is the worst feeling. Because it doesn't stop it's never ending. It's a whole that can never be filled. A Hold that continues to get b Bigger The more s*** I try to fill it with. I truly sincerely hope none of you Ever have to experience 11 plus years of pure f****** misery Because it'll take a toll on you

I had to edit this as soon as I read it because of what a f****** piece of s*** I sound like complaining about my feelings when she's Dead. Some of you might look at me different now But who gives a f*** what you thinking anyway.?