Hello! I'm sorry that I never responded, been kinda discombobulated recently. And I guess a part of me is still mourning the relationship a little bit. So it can be hard to message you, y'know? Because it brings it back up. But I don't know why I feel this way, because obviously it's been a long time. I hope you didn't feel bad that I didn't respond for so long. Idk, this message already seems pathetic lol.

Anyway, I was cleaning some stuff off my computer, and there was some stuff about you. I must've saved a vocaroo you sent me, and it was so weird to hear your voice. I think I'd forgotten what you sounded like!

I figured I'd shoot you a message, but I saw you deleted your Discord. It made me feel bad haha, idk how to describe it. I know we don't really talk, but I like that the option's there. So it just caught me off guard that you weren't on there anymore.

But yeah, send me an email or something, if you'd like to. Idk, is this weird? I feel like you're probably not thinking about me this way lol, and you probably don't go on Reddit or check my account these days. But idk, it just hurt to think I'd never be able to talk to you again. It's dumb really, but I just kinda felt that way. And it's ok if you don't want to talk, so I hope this doesn't feel too pressure-y or weird. Also I hope you didn't see all my cringey posts on here, pretty embarrassing.

And I looked you up and saw you're doing some cool stuff, so congrats! Seems like you're doing great, and I hope you're remembering to pat yourself on the back! So the Mexico trip went well? But yeah, I was thinking about you, and I hope all is well and you're feeling good! I write too much lol.