Every time. Every fucking time! "Hey, do you want company? " "I'm your friend. I'll be there for you. " "You can lean on my shoulder. " Fucking lies. All lies.

They all leave me when I need them most or ignore me.

Years. God damn years!

And nothing will ever change.

They all keep proving that time after time.

I've become a shell of everything I hold in because of this. A bomb shelter if you will. Just don't open my hatch, because the backdraft will scorch you.

Burn with me if you choose Just don't complain about the boils You said you cared You showed you cared. And when I gutted myself You disappeared. At your command, I unlocked what I hid At your behest You're request!!! And the yellow was so bright A gross, sickly, banana Repelled in disgust.