You know what I really want? To hookup with someone. It's been years since I even attempted and even then; I was so in my head about that last girl. That, well, I didn't perform nearly as well as I know I could've. There's been other bs moments. Like where I've accidently felt up someone or got hard then grinded on someone else. In my defense, I was inebriated both times, but that's hardly an excuse. Cause though I barely remember the last two incidents, they still impact others just as if I had committed them soberly. Even, to add to that, if I were just to have committed them while only being high. Mixing emotions with narcotics is never a simple answer, but it's usually not the right one. Unless that's what both parties have agreed upon. Then what do I know..