Would you? I swear I just want some physical connection...it doesn't have to be full on sex. Even on our anniversary, I got two kisses on the cheek, and a hug I had to ask for. We did have a nice date and do enjoy each other's company, but all my other attempts at physical intimacy are shut down by the "not right now" statement. I have started posting my content here and interacting online with other women, men, cross dressers, trans, etc. Some are a big turn off and others offer a big boost on confidence, sexual arousal, and temptation to finally meet up in real life. I really am open to trying a lot of different things. However, I'm trying to be cautious about meeting IRL for safety reasons, but I also don't want to screw up my marriage/family life (at least not more than it already is). I'll keep the content coming when I can and respond to DMs when I have a moment.