C,

It's been a week. A week since we made that fateful decision. I keep seeing that look on your face. That look of relief you gave me when you heard me say we needed to walk away from each other. I think that look might haunt me forever. I know what you meant by the look. You meant that you knew I was being strong for the both of us. You meant that you knew you couldn't ask that of me on your own. You meant that you saw how I was loving you in that moment. But that look still hurts. I wanted a little more fight. I wanted you to say you wanted me and couldn't live without me. I didn't want to see relief on your face. All my feelings are so mixed up and conflicting right now. Know who I talk to when I have feelings like that? Only you... but I can't. Not anymore.

I still love you.

Ro 🌸