Awwwww means so much coming from you guys 🥰!!! We have always admired your content so much! I wasn’t sure how much to share on here but I’ve been so transparent with my sexual journey, why not share the not so great parts as well! Life isn’t always going to be perfect and maybe my experience can resonate with others ☺️.

Thank you!!! I’m so excited to make more content again!!!!

I know it’s been a minute but I’m back 🥺!

I apologize for my absence but I’m really excited to start posting regularly 😄. The past several months have been an insane emotional roller coaster. Not only for myself but my husband and our families. I’m not ready to spill all the details on Reddit but let’s just say it was a huge loss and I’m still recovering emotionally and physically. Other aspects of my life were imploding as well. Being an adult is fucking hard. Staying on top of home duties and house repairs, stepping down to part time but still working full time plus hours, stacking too many commitments in a short period of time and then on top of that, health issues. The bottom line: I wasn’t having sex or making any content because of the state I was in 😞. All extra energy was being allocated to rest and sleep. I found myself not masturbating, initiating sex or even looking at porn anymore. I would cry over anything; my emotions were so liable. I wasn’t feeling like myself at all. I knew I had to take my mental health back.

I had seen a couple therapists but I always felt like they would low key judge me for being a swinger/ sexually adventurous. I would walk away from sessions feeling judged and unheard. So I never really took therapy that seriously. Deep down though I knew I needed to find the right therapist. So I did a more thorough search. Looking for therapists that hint at any nonmonogamy or at least LGBQT in their profiles. The stars aligned and I found the right therapist for me 🥺!

To finally feel heard and seen by a mental health professional feels incredible. I’m finally able to unpack years of trauma from my childhood and early adulthood (aka before my hubby). To be able to freely talk about the lifestyle, my bisexuality and even my Reddit is like a weight lifted from my shoulders. I can fully be myself. Honestly, sessions feel like I’m talking to a friend and I love it!

With everything going on, especially with my health, sex had taken a backseat. I felt like my sex drive was sadly decreasing from the other stresses of life too. We decided to take a break from extracurricular sex. We still keep in touch with our friends and of course always window shopping 😜! Right now we are prioritizing my health.

Of course though, now that I’m feeling better, I’ve started to feel horny again. I’m finding myself wanting to masturbating, constantly grabbing my hubby’s meat and looking at porn again! During my last therapy session I was telling my therapist that I don’t want to go completely vanilla because we have closed off our marriage for my health. I didn’t want to lose my kinks to prioritize health. She suggested jumping back to my online hobby!

She could see how much I enjoyed posting and making content, why not get back into it? I told her because I’m unsure if my husband will be down. (A story for another time but hubby had taken a step back from content making, due to other responsibilities.) She suggested talking to him about it and seeing if he’s into making content again but with new boundaries. We had the talk, and obviously, it went well because I’m making this post 🥳! He knows how much fun I have posting, sharing online and making people cum from our content. He doesn’t want me to lose my kinks either. In fact he is touched by all the DMs/comments/chats we still receive about our content. He’s excited to create more AMAF content! He knows there’s many people (including myself) that love to watch it!

I’m SUPER excited to be back on here and can’t wait to show off my body! I’ve finally been able to put on a few pounds. I’m very happy with how I’m looking and feeling! I hover between 105-108lbs these days. Still working on regrowing my booty. Next on my self care to do list is recreate a work out routine… but I’ll do that in the new year 🤩.

Would love to hear your thoughts on my body! How am I looking at 35?

Before I ramble any further thank you all so much for being here! I’m sorry I left without saying anything. I just had to do what was right for me. I appreciate all of you as fans/followers! Hopefully I can help you cum 💦!

For those of you interested, I posted a video on my OF a few days ago (from our original OF, so legacy content) that will remain up for a few more weeks:

Our holiday/Christmas Eve special! Hubby helps me decorate the tree and I reward his help with a sloppy BJ and a surprise in some crotchless panties. He fucks me from behind, I ride his hard cock on the couch, we bring out the vibrator for some more naughty fun and he gives me a Christmas creampie. Best gift ever! Length: 24:50

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Again zero pressure to join! Just happy to be on here again and feeling like myself again!

Stay strong 👍

Thank you 😘! It was too fast and too furious lol