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16.5 days in. No ruins. Nothing but edging and denial. Becoming soooo difficult to keep my mind on anything but my denial. I am longing physically and mentally. And while this can be delightfully agonizing I have no complaints. And it all feels perfectly appropriate for me 💜
That’s actually a very positive perspective to take on this. “Strong denied sub.” I actually love the sound of it. And not words I’ve seen used together yet here. I like the nod it lends to my sacrifices.
Oh! Got it. Yes, I did misunderstand. Thank you for clarifying. I see what you meant now
And thank you, this is my hope as well. I am certainly enjoying it, most of the time 😬
Well, if I am understanding correctly, you’re saying I should feel anxious about touching it because I should know better. That I am not behaving properly by wanting to touch? And that I am aware that I should not be?
I have been anxious any time I touched it because I was afraid I would lack the self control to edge only. I’ve been able negate that by going full neglect, which is the direction I think is appropriate for me to move going forward.
I am definitely anxious, but not in the way you’re saying. I had not considered that before, but this makes perfect sense to me. Thank you for this insight. 😊
I am starting to understand this. I’ll do my best!
Honestly so do I. There are moments when I want to cum. And not just for the physical release, but for the mental escape from my current state. And ultimately it’s that that keeps me in check. I don’t want escape from the headspace I am in. I want to dive deeper into the depths of my mind with this. If that makes ANY sense 🤷🏼♀️😊
Thank you! I’m going to update at least weekly
Proper place indeed!! And it’s a wonderful place
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💜 this