Hello Dear Reader, and fellow Weirdos!

Welcome to my little corner of this... Shall we call it forum/platform... Regardless, welcome!

If you are reading this that more than likely means that you saw one of my not too numerous posts and felt an inescapable urge to check me out. Now, whether that was due to my lovely personality or the picture I may have attached to said post is kind of besides to point. You are here after all. Consider this post as a little introduction to me. On one hand it may help you decide whether you actually want to reach out, and on the other hand it will give you a baseline on who I am.

So... very nice to meet you. My name is Matilde, a 38 year old woman with ideas around sexuality which may seem somewhat weird at first. Fortunately or not, depending on your taste, my "classy yet sexy" and "sweaty yet sexy" selves often bland rather seamlessly. Not that that's much of secret, I mean that is the very reason why you're here in the first place. But fist let's get the vanilla things out of the way.

Despite how it may seem in some cases, I do consider myself an endlessly reasonable person, given that I have some rather strong and deeply routed opinions... But, I mean who doesn't in this day and age, right I would describe myself as rather strong and tall woman, capable where needed and certainly not the sheltered princess type. I love the outdoors, love sports, with a special emphasis on sailing, combat sports and trail running and flying gliders. I grew up between Grønland and Føroyar in what would constitute a small village life. I went hunting from a relatively early age, and that is probably why I find firearms extremely cool. I'm not a gunsmith by any stretch of the imagination, more just an enthusiastic user of sorts.

As far as life story goes, I've recently retired from the military after a short excursion counting a measly 20 years. Yes, you see, younger me in her ultimate wisdom decided that university is for weirdos and getting blown up in Afghanistan sounds a lot more adventurous. (I did eventually do finished a bachelors degree in a part time/weekend format.)

I did a bunch of interesting things and went to a lot of usually pretty, but maybe less wholesome places with the military. In short I jumped out of airplanes a lot, before eventually flying some.

Nowadays, I have basically two goals in life, on one hand working as little as possible that still allows me to maintain my lifestyle. And two, exploring my sexuality and just feeling very very happy in my skin while I'm still reasonably attractive. Now, we can finally turn back to the less family friendly part, namely the way I explore and live out m sexuality.

Some people would consider me submissive (at least sexually speaking), but I'm not sure if I fit that category so neatly. I prefer to use the rather majestic term "sexual-misogyny enjoyer".

No, I'm certainly not as cringe as to use that term, in fact I did just make it up two minutes ago, but I think it illustrates nicely what I actually like. I like being oversexualized and treated with that in mind. As a woman I consider my sexuality as a sort of added layer to me and to everything I do. And I try to embrace that fact. Do people look at my butt in the gym or at the beach? Yeah most likely, and I don't mind it when done so with a reasonable amount of respect. And if we are talking about more intimate things then, I do very much appreciate letting go and placing my partner in control. I firmly believe that it is my partner's right appreciate me body just as he can with my in some aspects rather quirk personality.

Now, that's not to say that I spent all my life naked, but let's just say that I rarely have tan lines, or too much laundry to do.

I love a little unfairness when it comes to all this and that's what I'd characterize as misogyny, but in a fun and consensual way. Safe to say that few things turn me on more than that kind of playful unfairness.

I love orgasm control and denial, in fact, I'm keeping myself denied and reasonably well edged on a regular basis. You see it's one of my core commitments to myself that I do not get to orgasm while I'm single. so it's safe to say that I've been through an exciting few months as of late. But I mean, it makes total sense... I obviously cannot be in control of my own orgasms... That wouldn't really meet my high standards for sexual misogyny.

Oh and also, technically I work out, and have a rather strong physique due to my prior job, but it also means that I can take quite a bit of pain administered with various instruments if needed.

To summarize all that, I love a bit of sexual suffering, and unfairness.

Finally let's talk about a statement I made earlier how come that I don't consider myself submissive despite all of the above

And my answer to that is the mentality behind all of it. You see, when I get home on an average afternoon like this, and strip off m clothes, do my workout and then just hang around naked for the rest of the day, I don't feel ashamed or embarrassed. sure I might have a little scratch or whipmark here and there and a pussy that's dripping like a broken faucet at times... In a weird way it makes me feel powerful, able to control myself and take all that's thrown at me. To me it gives a sense of self discipline and worth. I love that I can be strong and sexy at the same time. I love a challenge, a good power struggle, and above all else, I love looking into the mirror at night and seeing myself fulfilled and extremely happy... Even if at times a bit out of breath! :D

Well, that was long as fuck, hopefully I didn't bore you too much. I will self-deliver a slap in your name if I did :)

Hopefully reading this will help avoid misunderstandings or serve as conversation stater. I mean, if not than writing this whole fucking thing was rather useless :D