How do you go from being not very social to stepping into the social seen? It seems like no matter what I do I get stuck being the person in the corner no one pays attention to. I try to engage in conversation or spark conversations but I guess I'm just not that person. How do you put rejection to the side and keep moving forward? Will I ever find meaningful connections, or am I just meant to be an observer of life? It gets harder and harder each day as I get older. I spent so many years trying to be the good friend, the good husband, brother, father, or colleague. Now I'm just that guy with a good heart and lonely. Does it get easier?