I just don’t know what to do. I think I learned and understand all about twin flames. But I still hope that you would come back into my life. I still think about you so often. So why aren’t you here? I don’t know what to do about it. I‘m tired of learning more and stay motivated, have hope. It’s so weird cause sometimes you all I want in life and then sometimes I‘m not sure if I really wanna be with you. I‘m sad that most people understand the thing about tf wrong. Because you don’t have to heal, if you reach a higher consciousness, you will see that there aren’t any problems, you are healed and right the way you are… and a few other things… And I‘m confused because some people say you must do this to come together with your tf other people say this. Some say it isn’t about a partnership with them. Yes I can understand it’s about yourself and your growth. But I don’t understand why I shouldn’t grow with them together in a relationship? If there is the perfect person for me why shouldn’t I be with them? That doesn’t make sense to me. Some they I must avoid them and delete their number etc…. but why? When my tf is me wouldn’t it be if I avoid myself? How should this help? I don’t know. I’m just confused about the different opinions. And I don’t want to be in those process for like 20 years. I don’t want to wait 20 years to be together with my tf… With your tf you can feel the unconditional love of the universe of all. Again why shouldn’t the universe wouldn’t want that to be? Yes I know I still feel it when my tf isn’t here but I don’t know it doesn’t make sense… Cause I always thought the process is about feeling that and understand that you have those unconditional love in yourself and that you are whole. That you don’t need somebody. That the process is about reaching a higher consciousness… and when I have understand all this. Why aren’t you here? Why I still miss you?

Sorry for my weird thoughts. I just wanted to share them with you, maybe you have thought about that too. Thanks ✨