My life is in a mess right now and I dont know why. It was going pretty good i was just having some health issues related to my auto immune condition. But I was trying to recover in September and was getting ready for a bunch of plans and also contact my tf if everything goes right. Then in October my pretty expensive gaming laptop (just bought in 2022) malfunctioned,bugs went in, and its causing lots of trouble for me going back n forth from the repair place and nobody figuring out how fix it, if they do its expensive,I might have to buy another one 😞. I make music and do a bunch of stuff in there, all paused. I have 4 months left in a foreign country. I was supposed to spend time with my tf and try to bring her close, we had a clash. What is the universe trying to tell me, or it something just happened. I was seeing lots 111 before this.