I find myself in a truly unexpected situation. Just a month ago, I embarked on a journey of divination, utilizing my own deck and distancing myself from videos or external guidance. This experience has been transformative, fostering a newfound trust in my personal spiritual practice. Having had misleading expectations from videos in the past, I had avoided them until my recent interest in paganism and its associated practices, which offered both familiar and new perspectives on concepts.

Delving into numerous readings from my personal deck, addressing lingering questions, and doing a lot of reflection after a divination ritual to avoid false expectations, my feelings towards my twin flame have faded. I've never spoken to her directly; I only know her from Instagram, and my heart compels me to believe she is my twin flame. The age difference may contribute to the lack of communication with my twin flame, which makes me wonder that is the reason for her not reaching a similar spiritual level yet. However, something unexpected started to happen. I now feel energy similar to twin flame energy with a girl who lives in my dorm hall. She is an international student here for only a semester. Despite this resonance, I acknowledge that she is not my twin flame. Rather, I believe my actual twin flame is the girl from Instagram, with whom my feelings have shifted from. I didn't expect this to happen or even heard about this happening. I often spend time with the international student and her friends, all of whom are also international students. I still anticipate a conversation with my twin flame one day, and I'm curious about how it will unfold. I definitely wonder how my connection with the international student will evolve before the semester ends.