We met & it was instant. We sought each other out, talked endlessly & even admitted what a crazy connection. All was great for months, you (m38) knew I(f39) was in the middle of leaving another before we met. I was honest with you, more honest I'd been with anyone in my life. And then you dropped the bomb about your wife & disappeared for almost a year. During that separation I couldn't stop thinking about you & that's when I learned about TF's & our connection. We recently reconnected, very cautious & carefully but again instantly that connection was reconfirmed. I was hopeful, but just like that the universe has other cruel plans. Now you face a serious medical issue and have put that wall up again & I am so lost. None of this is about me or us right now & all I want to do is be there with you, hold you, tell you & me it's going to be ok. But I also know I need to follow your lead right now and just be here. But how do I do that???