This community is very dangerous, full of dangerous misinformation grasped and consumed and digested by hurt souls desperately seeking answers that are rarely accessible to someone who’s only and biggest source for answers is the internet and social media. I am not dismissing how real this is or stating an opinion. 3 years ago we met I didn’t know what tf was nor was I interested 3 years of something I could never understand or comprehend my path is that of a Yogi so every sort of spiritual practice comes my way and I embrace it. Me and her had the quickest out of nowhere intense interaction unbelievable within 2 months I was blindly in love beyond comprehension throwing me miles from my study of god and it ended that quick the first time. And I obsessed over it and her no relief of thoughts of her slowly back into her life I found myself and out of desperation to be of some sort of prevalence in her life started sharing spiritual practices with her ones that without proper explanation and training and the right steps they are dangerous to a mind. She disappeared again now the last year are where things really fuck me up every minute of every day. 7 months ago she resurfaced. She told me how much I meant to her and that she had been in a mental health facility for 6 months. She told me some very disturbing things. Things I already knew because 4-5 times during her stay I saw through her eyes, felt her pain. sobbing on the floor for hours in intense pain me out of nowhere like I’m having a good day suns put shits straight in my head then the room gets dark cold and I don’t understand. I found myself in the parking lot where she was like 5 times I didn’t know she was there I honestly promised myself I would never talk to her again. And I’m not the one to ever check myself in anywhere so I’m my head it was a sign from my GURU to get it together or that’s where I was gonna wind up lol. When she got out it was like a dream we were legit friends for the first time my heart was opening to her again it felt right she promised she wouldn’t disappear again. 3 months in she ghosted again 4 months ago told me she was pregnant and I expressed how happy for her I was she wanted 15 kids and I wanted her to be happy. We never spoke again 3 weeks ago she killed herself. This isn’t a mental playground and I think some people on here need to understand that. 1 year ago I got a message saying release your tf I obeyed and I grieved for months imo if you have no proper spiritual knowledge get out of this place now. Seek whatever knowledge from books and teachers you can strengthen your foundation and then a tf will take on a different form and significants. She saw a realm others won’t accept so she stopped accepting the truth in what she saw allowing the doubt to take over. I don’t know what led up to it or what really happened but hopefully the Rivers of tears I’ve cried have reached her and brought comfort wherever she landed. I love you princess you will always be my Cita and the flame always remains lit in the altar of my heart words won’t touch the raw emotion you inspired in me om shanti shanti shanti ❤️