So after this livestream experience, it made go do the whole dema rabbit hole and reading Clancy’s letter, and thinking about all the albums that have been released. And as someone myself who dealt with depression and mental health issues for a big portion of my life and working through my brain and thoughts and reframing everything i.e metathinking, cbt. Tyler is actually such a deep and emotional person and is brimming with introspection. And when reading between the lines of the lyrics and the Clancy letters I think he really speaks to his fan base or the banditos that he is sharing thoughts and introspection that one would only share naturally, with a therapist. That kind of personal thoughts that is shared with us such a meaningful gesture. But what really takes this creativeness and thoughtfulness to the next level is to weave this deep personal thoughts deep within the music and lore that although tøp is so popular he can maintain a close personal relationship within those of the clique.

Idk friends, twenty one pilots is a really special band and although they have been my favorite band for almost 10 years, deep diving back into what it actually means to be the FPE had really helped remind me why they mean so much to me and my journey through my own mental illness and recovery. I think I am going to get that tøp tattoo that I’ve been back and forth on for so long.

Anyway thanks for anyone who read this long thought. I needed to get this to those that might understand what I mean.