I don’t think I’ve ever posted in this group before. Long story short, we’ve been TTC since December 2019. June 2020 cycle was a CP and July 2020 cycle was a blighted ovum diagnosed at 9 weeks that ended with a D&C last Friday.

I have such a supportive husband and I made it through the unfortunate sonogram, D&C, and first few days after great. Sort of a bummer—one of my closest friends texted me they’re pregnant on their first try legit a few hours before my D&C. (She knew my situation.) She has since texted me a lot about symptoms, bleeding, concerns, etc. I am doing my absolute best to be sympathetic and encouraging, but my gut instinct is always to be cynical and discount her feelings because at least she’s pregnant. I never thought I would be one of those people.

Is this just the temporary aftermath before I regain a rational mindset, or is this a permanent feeling of cynicism and “me v. the pregnant people?”