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What do you think of the state of our options with bottom surgery? Honestly I feel like Iāve done so much research over the years and I know that getting PHALLO would be my best option but if I get it I know Iād kill myself, I canāt stomach the thought of getting my arm skin or another part of my body made into a makeshift penis. I canāt imagine having to look down and it. Having to bend it to make it seem like an āerectionā but itās only a metal rod. I canāt cum like a cis guy. It honestly make me feel like itās a slap in the face to being trans. I hate being trans. I wish I was just born cis. I feel like itās a fucking punishment. And I know thereās no way in my lifetime they will ever invent something that actually works like a cis one. I canāt have my own kids. I just want a biological one but lucky for me I was born with the set of chromosomes that canāt produce both sexes. I feel like thereās no reason to stay. Because thereās nothing thatās ever going to make me truly happy except being happy with myself but I canāt do that because I canāt even feel at home in my fucking body and thereās nothing on this planet that could fix that.
EDIT: YALL IN THE COMMENTS OBVIOUSLY DIDNT READ I HAVE DONE MY RESEARCH AND TALKED TO A BUNCH OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE WHO HAVE DO PHALLO. I am aware of what exactly comes with PHALLO which is how I know that it would make me feel more dysphoric and yāall telling me Iām wrong for feeling this way if fucked up and making me feel more like shit. Just because I would feel more dysphoric by getting PHALLO because I canāt even get erect on my own and it really doesnāt look like a cis penis just about as good as they can do makes me wanna FUCKING KILL MYSELF AND THATS ALL YALL ARE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE. YāALL ARE MAKING ME WANNA KILL MYSELF MORE BECAUSE ITS OBVIOUS IM THE ONLY ONE WHO FUCKING FEELS LIKE THIS.
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