On 5/11/2022 I took a 120 microgram tab, then on 5/13/2022 I took another 120 microgram tab and then on 5/15/2022 I took a 250 microgram gel tab.

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The first day on the acid was a blast. Life changing experience. I did not smoke or consume anything for 2 days prior to the trip. I went into the experience completely sober and had an amazing time. I smoked cannabis on the comedown and it seemed like it really changed the trip. What I noticed and had in my mind was when I did not smoke cannabis and was on the acid it made me want to be a better person and improve a lot of aspects of my life and contribute positive things to the world.

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After I smoked I literally saw myself change into a gluttonous, lustful, lazy, POS. I feel so compelled to quit marijuana after that but I didn't. The rest of that night was pretty chill. I just ate a lot of food and did a little bit of cleaning and maintenance to the house. I had a cup of coffee too. that and the weed pretty much brought me back to reality by the 8 hour mark after dropping acid. I ended up jacking off before I went to sleep that night which really is what caused me to just feel like shit the following days. Prior to this, I was about over a month of not releasing semen. I practice semen retention as I believe that as a man we need our semen to have our full life force energy and potential.

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The morning afterwards I smoked weed in the morning and after I smoked it felt like I was still having some lingering effects from the LSD. I stayed sober for the rest of that day. However the next day I decided to take another hit of the 120 microgram tab at 7:30pm. I smoked cannabis all throughout this trip unlike the previous trip and the visuals were definitely increased and this trip was just more intense. One key difference I noticed was that when I was on this, I had a conscious understanding that this was just a drug and that as the time goes on throughout the night that the effects will diminish. I was attempting to do work on my computer during this trip as that was my plan but I was tripping balls way too hard to navigate file systems on a computer etc... Didn't end up falling asleep until 4am and was just tired as fuck the next day.

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I did rest well the day after that experience and was starting to feel pretty good again. Then on 5/15/2022 long story short I was getting gas downtown then ended up meeting a hippy who gave me 6 gel tabs that had 250 micrograms on each tab. In the spontaneous moment I decided I would drop acid again that night and then take a long needed break. I took the tab at 8pm and was tripping balls. I was still able to function normal and have somewhat coherent conversations with understanding but man these tabs were so much stronger than the 120 microgram blotter papers that I had previously taken.

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Due to my setting and where I was at I literally felt like I was in a 1980 sci-fi movie like "Total Recall" with Arnold Schwarzenegger. The patterns on the black tile in the room with the view of the cityscape at night and the mirror on the wall just felt like I was in some super futuristic and advanced 4th dimensional reality. I ended up downloading tinder because I was uncontrollably horny more so than my normal self and ended up meeting with a girl that same night. The physical sex was pretty amazing but I didn't feel a real connection with her and by the time we were both apart I just had this empty feeling inside of my chest. I guess I feel guilty about my 1 night stand..

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I actually managed to fall asleep without taking a benzo this time. I fell asleep at 4am and woke up at 7:30am. I wasn't too tired this day but I knew that i was not 100%. I smoked cannabis again in the morning and wow, it basically brought me back into the trip a little bit. the whole day I had felt depressed and alone and basically like I had to get my life together, stop doing LSD and psychedelics for an extended period of time until i have a much better opportunity and setting to do it in, stop giving into my lustful urges, and to just focus on my career. At about 5pm I was still feeling the trip going on and I wanted to just feel "normal again so I took another .5mg of alprazolam, cooked up healthy food, hydrated, and took vitamins. Later on that night I took about 2 grams of green kratom along with about 7mg of edible thc. I felt much better and like I have the right headspace now to get my life back on track.

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I do not reccommend tripping on LSD this consecutively. I can absolutely see how someone who hasn't used it before or is not in a sound mind can definitely lose their shit and "Never come back" from their trip. It has been about 50 hours since I took that last dose of LSD. I feel "sober" but there is some lingering visual effects from the LSD, especially if I smoke cannabis. I do not plan on taking LSD again until July when me and a good friend have a solid plan for tripping. These past 3 trips were all solo. It's crazy where the human mind and psychedelics can take you.

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Thoughts?