last night. I has the shrooms trip,first my colors get trippy,then my mind was caught in a time in loop,I felt trapped and the anxiety was the worst that I want to die or even where I wanted to kill myself.I heard voices of ghost kids and radio voices people.I kept moving around to I passed out and got back up.I saw hell,demons,ghosts,and aliens.I felt like I went to hell.I flew through the sky.Time didn't move for me like I was trapped.I feared for my life and I thought died.I felt my soul left my body.I was freaking so fucking much I felt went crazy and the voices told me very bad.I thought things that didn't happen to me and relive like I did.I died and was rebirth multiple times by killed.it was horrible.I tired to put music on that worked for a bit then a podcast also worked but my mom went too fast it became painful so I turned off the music. The trip made me feel small alone scared lost and like nothing matters,had thoughts me felling, givingup, dieing etc.I tired to play with myself via my hands and a toy out some porn,tried for a bit gave up then freaked out.Also I felt bugs crawling on my skin everywhat out and woke up with a dry mouth,still a little high,couldn't use words during or after but I got my voice back just need some water and food.But I've shook hands with both God and the Devil.Also met death.I was in daze so I don't know what I could have done my trip went good to very bad but overall it made me a better person