Hey people.

Me: 30 yo. Past experience: weed, coke and some prescription pills. Only some weed past 8 years. I’m very cautious about drugs since I’ve had some problems with prescriptions pills and alcohol in “my earlier life”. She: 20 yo. Past experience: weed, mdma, shrooms

Dorm room. The rest of the dorms were empty as it was still summer break.

I crushed the little crystals and measured them very thoroughly with the little scale. As I had zero experience with these drugs I decided to start small. 80mg for me, and she decided to go with 70. The small piles of crystals were wrapped in rolling papers and we swallowed them with some water.

The day before I had researched the subject a bit and I am at a very good place in life, and very secure in myself, so I felt very secure doing this. Nothing but excitement. I could notice she was a bit nervous, and therefore I decided to be very calm, and to give her a lot of eye contact and some gentle touches and smiles to let her know that I was there with her. She started to feel a little bit sick so we went for a short walk. During that walk I felt a little bit stoned. Like if I had one puff of a joint, but nothing more than that. When we got back it had gone about 45 minutes, and now things started to happen. We both suddenly got very cold. 15 mins later I could tell euphoria started to spread a bit in my body, but I knew it had only started.

Soft music were playing out of the speaker. Some soft lights were on, and about 10 candles were lit. She started smiling, a lot. She said “I feel GREAT”. And she was so gorgeous in that smile. I sat down on the bed under the duvet, with my back against the wall. I said “come here baby, lay down on my lap” She put her head in my lap and I continued “Close your eyes, and think of nothing but my touch”. I gently started stroking her face. Her hair. Her neck. I got really into it. It was like I was directing a play on her face, with my fingers being the instruments. I could tell she loved it so much. And I loved it so much. She’s my baby girl.

When it had gone about 60-75 minutes she was def in a peak stage. By this point I knew I hadn’t taken enough. So I took another 50mg. 30-60 mins later I peaked. I felt sooo good. I was extremely happy, and so present. I danced.

Back on the bed we hugged. She hugged me more intense than ever before. She tried to get every single inch of her body to touch mine. She said “I like you so much”. She tried hugging me even more and she started going “aaww” in a little whining way, clinging to me, like she didn’t know how to express her emotions enough. We were so incredibly happy. And we never left that room with our thoughts. We were one hundred percent present.

We had sex and she had her first orgasm without clit stimulation. Ah such great sex. We always do tho, but of course this was more intense. I couldn't come. Just the perfect setting, and two hungry bodies.

There’s not much more to say. We took the drugs at 7.30 pm and it was suddenly 4 am. The entire time we just spent touching each other and deep talking. And laughing.

We ate some fruits, and goofed around quite a bit. It seems like I don’t remember everything though, cause she told me we were in the bathroom and that she laughed at the sensations from the cold and hot water, and I don’t remember that at all. We definitely became closer that night. Even though we were super close before that. We’ve always been extremely open to each other, and I the drugs didn’t change our attitude to each other - it just made everything more intense.

It's really hard to explain the happiness. It was the best night of my life. Such a great drug for happy couples. I hope this will get some other couples to try it. Start small though.

At this point I feel very in tune with the world, and there's so much love in my body. I think that night fed me with love. Take care out there.