Started off taking 1 tab of acid about 2pm, I was in my uni flat looking out at the beach after an hour didn't see or feel much so took my last 1/2 tab and went for a walk on the beach by now started seeing minor visuals but was very much in my own head as I smoked 1/2 a joint before heading out. I eventually found my way behind the dunes and found a grass spot to lay on.

I lay for what felt like a short amount of time but turned out to be 2h, during which I stared up at the clouds which morphed into angel and all sorts of powerful beings. All while thinking about how I'd become the person That I am, not very present and over critical. I then headed back walking through tall grass imagining rabbits scurrying about aside me.

I got back and lay down looking at everything in my room morph and fracture. By 7pm I decided to take about 120 mg of MDMA each with my friend who'd never done it and also proceed to smoke the rest of the joint.

After half an hour he was telling everyone how much he loved them while my euphoria was more mellowed out, the fractals I saw begun to have much more meaning I had a moment of absolute peace. As if my mind had rest I now noticed all my mannerisms from a completely different pov. How easily I would give up at the slightest discomfort and how stuck in the past my mind was.

Probably the best birthday I ever had, real mindset change and on-top of that it was a very enjoyable experience.