ever since I started getting waxed I've been obsessed with plucking the hairs that the aesthetician missed or broke off in my pubic area. I've been doing this for going on 3 years I get bumbs and pick so much I bleed and scab over but I can't seem to stop. it got so bad I gave myself an abscess when one spot got infected and now I have a scar. I really don't know what to do about this and feel so much shame. especially when it comes to being intimate with all my scabs and scarring. I don't really know what to do anymore. I obsess over it right now I'm covered in bumps and scabbing but I can't seem to help myself. I have this quest for smoothness but it always ends in bumps.