It has been about a year since I last smoked alone. I spent a lot of time smoking in groups, planned sessions. Recently I decided that I wanted to just chill, smoke a bowl to myself, and relax. I stopped about halfway through the bowl and started smoking a cigarette and putting music on. When I sat back down to finish smoking I picked up the pipe and said out loud to myself, "The cigarette holders that old movie actresses used where classy because you smoke with your pinky up". It was as these words left my mouth and I lit the bowl that the high smacked me right in the head. I had grown so used to talking and being active while I was getting high that I hadn't actually felt what it was like on the way up. I had forgotten the process, only ever achieving the end goal after distracting myself with conversation or FIFA.

Anyway that's all. Really love the community here.