....i browse here anymore. Ive been dry for 2months and its driving me insane. Though I dont live in a fully medical.state I used smoking as a release for my stress, depression, and anxiety. But lately its been seeming pointless to.even try anymore. Im a bit of a loner, I have no.friends (not even acquainted) I know no dealers and the anxiety interferes with my.ability to handle crowds...not to mention no matter how hard I study I cant seem to.pass my lisence test, btw.im 21, 22 in october. And to top it all off.even if I found a contact nobody will.hire me because I was basically forced to.drop out by high school and every time I.try.for my.ged they dick me around. I just dont know anymore guys life in enfield ct is kinda making me just want to.go.to sleep and try my hardest to not wake up.

EDIT: sorry about the rant and the random periods. My phone doesn't grammar it seems