Like I said this is mostly a vent post I don't really use reddet but my job is very strict about not smokeing weed like if anything were to go wrong or I get hurt theyed test me and not even let me drive my car out of the gate but after not smokeing for about a year and a half and the swing shift schedule they have me on I'm not sure what even makes me happy anymore I get paied good money about 29 an hour but at the end of a long back breaking day I just wanna smoke outside or with my friends I'm not sure how I can start smokeing agin I can give more details if asked I just think I should try puting my self first for once this is kinda a rambling post but any advice would be great ik I could use fake pee but if they drive me to the place to the pee test how would I get it ready