Im 18 yo and im currently living w parents and started smoking since 2023, ive found in weed a very pleasant way of life, but i am scared bc of the future, i want to go to college in another state and ill start living alone, i dont know how am i going to handle my addiction in the future and how should i do it, im very scared and sad, i dont want to stop smoking but i also became scared because i feel i smoke to numb my brain, but there are also arder drugs and they scare me a lot, i dont want to die, i dont want to try them, i dont know whats going to happen and im currently crying, i also want to at least take a t break but i cant, Its not that i dont want to but i always fall to my temptations, do anybody has any tips?