I had a friend who I would fuck on occasion. He had come over on a weekend I had the house to myself since my dad was gone out of state. He brought a friend with him and while we were all hanging in the living room he told me I should suck his friends cock. I really wasn't feeling it, but I liked being the chill girl so I did. I got down and pulled it out and started blowing him. He stopped me and asked if we could go upstairs so I said sure. He fucked me twice and he came inside of me both times, pulled up his pants and went back downstairs. That was just the tip of the iceberg.

The friend of mine had convinced me to throw a party that night and invited a bunch of people over. After they all left, he went to the livingroom and laid down. Someone knocked and it was a really large guy I had recognized from school. He was older than me and was trying to come inside to help me "clean up". My friend came out and told him to leave and I felt relieved as I was worried about being alone with this dude at the door. We went back to the living room and started fucking. Nothing unusual.

He started getting a little rough, but I just asked him to slow down when he pushed my legs back and shoved his whole cock in my ass. I had never done anal and it scared me and hurt so badly, I pushed and pushed on his chest but he wouldn't stop. I did relax and even got close to cumming when this dude raised up his hand and brought it down across my face. He slapped the fuck out of me, right as I climaxed and I think about that so often. He violated my autonomy in so many ways yet my stupid slutty cunt would beg for more.