I am a slut. Everyone here knows that already. I’ve recounted stories that any normal woman would never admit or even be used in the ways I am. But there’s one thing I’ve been thinking about lately, one thing I’d want to do. I want to film porn. Obviously I let guys take videos and pictures of me. Not that they need my permission. But I would love to actually film a scene. Maybe have someone post it on an onlyfans or something. I love watching back sex tapes I’ve had, but I think it would be a little different being used for actual porn. It could be any kind. Lesbian, threesome, hardcore, gangbang, etc. I think I’d be so into it that it wouldn’t matter. I used to watch facial abuse videos and I would’ve loved to be one of those women. I see them make statements later saying how they regret it or it was too much. I’d never feel that way. And none of this is an advertisement. I’m not going to start an onlyfans or anything. I know that takes work. I would just love to be a featured slut. It happened to me throughout some of my trauma. I never really got to see the videos. But I imagine how many men got off to them. It makes the urge that much stronger. And just because I’d want to do this doesn’t mean I want to send you my pictures so don’t even ask