this sub makes me sad, especially the fucking gender traitor stuff bc i know it has broader effects, but i don’t know where else to go. I just want it to be over. I’m just 21 and i feel like it already is. every time i think I’m in control of my life again something happens and I’m back in this horrible place.

i hate it more than anything but sexualizing it is the only thing that makes it bearable. like i just want to shut my brain off and give control to someone else, but the only place i can get that is like here where everyone’s a fucking sellout or a Nazi.

but I’m stuck because my trauma is too fucking much for people, even the BDSM community. i feel like I’ve been chewed up and spit out. there’s no place for me, i want to die but I’m too pussy to do it. i just want someone to use me so i dont have to keep feeling

DMs are fine but if they include MAGA bullshit i might actually end it