(not replying to chats from men, but might pop into the replies)

Both are so fun and fulfilling in different ways, i can't pick a favourite!

Theres no denying how wet I get over my flashbacks, or how much harder I cum when I'm sharing all the details of how I've been groomed and used and taken advantage of. Feeling like I'm right back in those moments and knowing that I can find healing through the perverse orgasm I'll have if I just push through the painful scary moments.

But encouraging someone else to do the same hits me in a way nothing else can. A mix of hearing stories that tickle my twisted secret fantasies, and comfort in knowing I'm not the only one who gives in the the pleasure of trauma play. Having all of someone's vulnerability and openness as I tease them and draw out more and more from them. Building a picture of their most hidden memories and secrets, and the power rush of using it to help them cum as hard as I know I do in the same situation. It's so intoxicating.

I'm grateful I don't have to choose 🧚‍♀️