I ended up having to do a lot of physical activity for my parents growing up because one was a senior and the other was asthmatic. We lived on a hobby farm & had to handle firewood hay bales often. Eventually I ended up driving them around.

I've been verbally abused by a bunch of girls and women my age too, and my coworkers at my first job conspired against me to damage my life.

I've dealt with a lot of stuff like stalking too, and I'm dysphorice about my chest and face because I'm transfemme.

I like having my girlcock though, it feels like a part of me that's actually right about me. And I love women. I especially love my cock going into cis women's pussies to make them cum while they want mine too. I fucking love women and so many things about them.

I see these traumatized sluts and I love to give them comfort when they come to me. I also love being given control as their mistress. And when they have family trauma, and it makes them horny all the time, and I happen to be there to give them sex, it's like I'm getting to help fix them by indulging in these kinks with them.

And some women want to be slaves too, with me as their mistress, because they don't want to lose cock but they want to avoid men, and I'd happily be that for them.

I love CNC too, just the fantasy of TAKING power from these girls and brainwashing them to being mine is so alluring, making me hard~

I want to be good for them, a safe place with other girls, all of them being cis or even non-men born with pussies open to girlcock over any man, and help them be as bad as they want while I breed them into whatever state of mind they want to live as. It makes my girlcock ready to blow another load into whichever slut or good girl wants me to own ger next~