Stick with me here, I get it traumatized sluts is the sub reddit, but never any stories of how hunters got started.

I was talking with my cousin a month ago, as I hadn't seen her in years, and got on the subject of trauma and how it affected our lives. In her case as with most of my family, they turned to drugs and alcohol, where as mine I turned to sex, not on the receiving end, but on a controlling end. we sat there talking for a few hours about the similarities, It was nice to be able to open up about most of my thoughts with someone that understood, neither one of us held back anything, and we didn't judge how we turned out. She was surprised at how well I had hidden my bdsm/sadistic side, and never would have guessed at all of my kinks. honestly I'm surprised myself that in my 18 years of doing it, no one suspected.

I have had many partners, that have had varied interests, even the more taboo ones, and never once judged them for it, but vanilla people just don't do it for me, there's no spark no interest, honestly most of them seem... monotone and colorless if that makes sense. I want someone whose been through shit, who has been broken, who has few limits. those people stand out like neon signs to me . I know very few people will read this lol but I decided to put it out there anyway. stay kinky friends