Trauma really manifests itself in the weirdest ways, doesn't it? For the overwhelming majority of women on here it made them submissive, scared little things, but for me? God, it made me the exact opposite. It made me force myself to toughen up and ensure no matter who touches me does so on my terms and my terms only. I bite and I bite hard.

But it did something else too. It , made me want to get some toys of my own, broken and pathetic, ready to be pushed down the pipeline to become my pathetic little toys. Sometimes I like to break them, sometimes I like to build them up again and then break them. It's fun.

I'm a very flexible dom, I mostly mold my way of domming after my sub and their needs. At my most comfortable I am stern but caring, not afraid to punish a brat or disobedient pet, but also kind enough to make sure she enjoys every second of it. I like being mean, I like praising, I like mixing the two, leaving my cute pets wondering if they should take it as an insult/degradation or praise. 

I don't think there's any mandatory kink for a dynamic to work, at least in my case, so if you don't like some of the stuff I'm into, no worries, that's not a deal breaker. With that being said, I am into a lot of kinks, way too many to properly list them here. Some of the highlights are: impact play, degradation, humiliation, spit play, cnc, body writing, giving tasks, pet play, bondage.

I like being in control, if you can't tell. The more control, the better. So if you're the type to enjoy losing control, to let someone else make decisions for you, to guide you through playing yourself and maybe even more, who knows, once we trust each other more, I wouldn't say no to controlling your day to day life, to a smaller or larger degree. 

But who are you? What are you? Why did you read so far and why are you turned on? I think those are a good few questions to start our discussion with, but feel free to add more, I like reading. See you soon*.

* - it's 4 am and i am exhausted, I will reply to everything tomorrow.