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You're laying in bed, you know you'll be unbothered for the rest of the night. You've been rubbing your clit for hours, but it's not enough. You've kept pushing the stakes, showing off your body, begging for rape threats, but that's become stale. You're too desensitized, even the most brutal fantasies that you solicit from the most depraved men you can find don't make you feel the rush you're craving. It's time for you to break the limit you thought you would never consider. You're a trashy whore who loves the idea of being raped, but you had told yourself you'd never give up your asshole.
You're laying on your side, reading through dozens of messages detailing how men would violate and abuse you, and you absentmindedly pull your hand away from your soaked pussy. As you read threat after threat of how helpless and broken you'll be, your mind wanders. So many men tell you how they plan to rape your asshole. You're thinking to yourself, "Why do they want my ass so badly?" Your finger, soaked in your juices, presses against your forbidden hole. "What is it that makes men want to assfuck me so much they'll rape me if they need to?" As you ask yourself these questions, your finger begins circling your hole, without you even noticing. You start exploring different pages, seeing how hard different women are taking it in the ass, and how the comments go wild in appreciation. Your asshole is becoming more relaxed, as you subconsciously tease yourself. "Is it a joke? Am I missing something?" As you watch how those sluts lose their minds when they get assraped, your anus finally relaxes enough. You realize that somehow, without noticing, you've worked the tip of your finger into your asshole.
You freeze, not sure how to react. This doesn't count, right? You've barely reached the first knuckle, there's no way anyone could count you among the anal whores you've seen. But isn't it supposed to hurt? As your finger swirls around, feeling the inside of your ass for the first time, you feel it. It's comfortable, with a pleasure you've never felt steadily building. You lie to yourself, saying "Nobody will ever know" as you slowly slide your finger deeper. You think about all the rape threats you've gotten, how you've cum countless times thinking about your violation, pretending to ignore any mention of your ass. Your finger is gently pumping in and out, the pleasure keeps building. Through your hazy mind, you realize your finger is all the way inside, and you love it. Maybe another finger would feel even better?
"I don't do anal" you try to convince yourself as you line up two fingers with your tight ass. You've stopped scrolling, you found something new that holds your interest in a way you haven't felt in a long time. You're making justifications, "You're still a virgin if you finger yourself, this is a one time thing." You're feeling your ass stretched in a sweet ache, you feel filled in a way your pussy never made you experience. You're fucking your ass with two fingers. Even as you try and hold yourself above it, you know you're enjoying playing with your asshole - and worst of all, you still want more.
You pick up one of your toys. It's close to a real cock in shape, but on the small size. You know you're still a beginner, losing your virginity all over again. You cover it in lube, and press the tip against your asshole. Shaking with nervousness and excitement, you feel your ass open to accept the toy. You're feeling the bliss you've been chasing, the feeling of being a nasty whore. A part of your mind tries to convince you that this still doesn't count, that you're not into this, but your dripping pussy shows the truth. When every inch is buried inside you, you sigh, proud of your accomplishment.
You start assfucking yourself. You're beginning to accept it. You know that only the nastiest whores take it in the ass, and you smile knowing that's what you are. When you cum, it's so powerful that for minutes you lay there, paralyzed.
You start scrolling again with a purpose. You find what you're looking for, someone to train your asshole, and to force you to take it when you let your nervousness resurface. As you begin reading how he'll rape your sexy little asshole, you wonder what kind of dildo you'll use next time. Maybe you can take a bigger one now that you're more experienced.
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