How does it feel to know your body is the fault of all your trauma, and is still the only thing anybody really wants from you?

He found your body so sexy he couldn’t resist it. You weren’t strong enough to fight back. Your ass, your chest, between your legs must’ve felt so good for him to touch and taste.

And now still that same body he found irresistible is what men want most from you. You know it because you’ve already experienced it. You know men want your body so bad they’ll give you fake compliments, fake kindness, and the moment they feel they have the opportunity they’ll take your body whether you want them to or not.

I bet that’s why you craze abuse: you want to punish your body for betraying you. That’s why you like men who beat you up, who don’t give a fuck about you, who call you names, who want to turn you into the knocked up fuckmaid you know you deserve to be.