Hello everyone.

This post will be very funny. I hope, you, guys, will enjoy discussion. No, it's not a trolling.

I'm transhumanist, and, unfortunately, I'm a transgender woman (transitioned more than 15 years ago because of gender dysphoria). Actually, I'm in the marriage with a transhumanist man. And our relationship turned into abusive, even with a physical violence. I'm in the stealth - I hide the fact that I'm trans, people usually think I'm just a woman: husband's parents, my employer, and even my biggest part of my friends.

Reason why I don't divorce: I don't believe I can find another transhumanist guy, because there are too many requirements and possible problems:

1. Ready to accept a TW. I think, about... 0.1% of men ready to date with TW? And if they're transhumanists... 0.5% ?
2. my age in the late 30s
3. I'm immigrant (in Canada) - people usually prefer partner from their culture (and I don't want partner from my culture by some reasons, including fact, that I don't want physical violence again)
4. Social stigma. Probably it's less important for transhumanists, but not so sure.

In another hand, maybe they're also looking for partner with transhumanist mind and don't really care about fact, that I already altered (lol).

So, I'm looking for chances estimate. Currently, I think, my chances to meet somebody in the next years after divorce... Maybe 2%?

In non-transhumanist subreddits I could probably write "I don't want to die alone", but here, better to write, "I'd like to NOT die together with somebody, and face technological singularity with true soulmate mind".