I can’t decide wether or not to start HRT. Unfortunately, I’m on my own, but with a couple of friends and Reddit I’ve identified a respectable supplier and safe dosages.

The problem is I can’t bring myself to checkout. I don’t know wether getting what it does will make me happy. For reference, I effectively want the body of a girl, but Im still undecided wether I would socially transition.

So yes, I’m doing stuff in reverse.

Its just been weighing on my mind for years all this gender stuff, and I wonder if I should just say ‘fuck it’ and try it and at least I’ll know if its right for me?

Im aware certain effects like infertility can come quickly, and may be permanent, but it is of no concern to me whatsoever.