I live in a shitty home. At least it feels like it. My dad tells me he supports me but he makes jokes about me all the time. He does it in a way where he seems supportive. And my mom acts supportive but gets upset that I buy gender affirming stuff. I feel like I need to leave. I’m safe where I am but it seems like I’d be happier not here. I’d be so scared though. I’d have to drive super carefully cause even though I’m 18 I don’t have a license just a permit. And there is no way in hell I’d be leaving my car… I’d be able to pack my computer and stuff into the back of it. And then I could just park in some random parking lot or something. I don’t have a job and am dead broke though so I don’t know how I’d pay for food or gas. I could sleep in my car. I’d need to get a way to make money asap. I’d also need to be able to get my license. Would this be a terrible idea? With me being so u sure of things? Or is it just terrible period? Should I just live with what I have and be happy I have a roof at all? Even though it’s with people I hate?

TLDR: Debating Leaving home