I have dysphoria. That is real. It feels good to be called she/her, and to go by Jenny. I've been doing it for 2 years now. But my dysphoria didn't happen until I'd been groomed by pedophiles who wanted me to wear girl's clothing and act feminine. I genuinely think that my dysphoria and gender identity have been caused by trauma from sexual exploitation. So if I try to pass, I'm giving those sick fucking pedos power over my life. If I don't, I'm denying who I feel like, and causing discomfort. I'm so fucking sick of this shit I shouldn't have to deal with an identity crisis because some sicko 40 year olds liked it when a 14 year old boy wore panties. fuckshitfuckafsdj