I don't know if this is inappropriate to post here but I'm a 21 year old female going through early menopause trying to reverse it and for what ever reason ( I've yet to find ) I produce nearly none of my own female hormones but I do produce unusually high amounts of testosterone. I also feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know of a single other person who can relate to the pain, mood swings, anguish and illness I go through daily. I feel like I'm dying.

I suppose I'm simply here to vent to an audience that could understand though I'm more than sure I couldn't begin to understand just what it is to go through your body losing it's shit AND constant societal scrutiny.