Hey, thanks for reading.

I'm not happy with what I see in the mirror. I hate my facial hair but don't like how I look without it. I hate my hair type and wish I have straighter hair. I'm not happy with people calling me sir all the time but I only know how to look my best with blazers or masculine clothing. I wish I were cuter.

I did a Snapchat filter that swapped genders and I fell in love with myself. I was so beautiful. I felt so good looking at myself with that filter. How do I look like that?!

I have a southern black family background. They aren't assholes but are a bit religious. I live far away from them. I'm thinking about talking to a doctor about hrt. Im like 50/50 on the whole boobs thing but don't mind all of the other changes.

Am I trans ... What's you guys experience?