I'd like to start by saying i'm not trying to be any kind of rude/disrespectful. And if i was pls tell me and i'll just delete and reword better maybe... And that i'm still kinda new to this and to this community(a lil eggy) so please educate me if i use wrong terms/words, i'm still doing my best to learn...

I have just recently been having the though going through my head of juts like... (and i know it dounds doesn't sound good) but wanting to look like some enby/trans guys i know... like i feel bad about it because, does it mean i dont 'see' them as guys ? And i feel a like a piece of shit for it...

Like it's wrong to want to look like a trans guy, when you're Amab, i know it but like... they look soo cool and i'm jelous....

I'm soo sorry i just needed to ask and get this out of my mind because i really hate myself over it and i think some exterior opinions could be helpful...

Also, love, and cuddles to all you amazing people 🩷🩵🩷🩵🩷