Hi all! although I'm pan Everytime i try to ask a person for date it ends with no real results! The worst thing I'm experiencing is being in boymode! And I'm really unable to approach a cis lesbian even bi because i got no answer most of the time and the others will just ghost! No dating app is appropriate i failed them because they are terrible. The place I'm in is bad and no trans in my city i can date either! And anyone know where I'm they just lose interest idk if I'm a monster or not? Nearly all men are just chasers! I know there is sweet men but I'm barely got to know some but not for dating I'm trying but I'm losing my attraction to them because one time one left me for a cis woman! Most of them if not all will say yeah a woman I'm attracted to you and such and will lie at your face and we trans women know how to detect it. Beautiful NB folks nah either who will date a trans like me anyway! If i put 50 single trans women together they all will complain about being single while no one will answer for a genuine request and they go away I'm like wait WHAT?! I had a relationship before with a TF but it ended horribly and my heart is broken till now! Every time a great love story i see i cry and say yeah I'm in reality no love very rare cheers for them above that horrible dysphoria too! I'm half a man half a woman in people eyes, i start to reduce my efforts recently because i really lost hope sorry for that! I'm really very sorry! Take care of your lovers.