So one night I was in a twitch chat and I was talking about how I a 18m guy would make female characters to basically play dress up, and then I had someone in said chat message me and say "hey so I have a alot of trans friends who used to do what you do, are you trans" and I then got hit in the face like that meme from one of One Topics videos of "what you egg? (Stabs him)" but yeah the last couple of days I've been looking back on my life and how didn't I realize this sooner, I've always felt more comfortable around gals, I've had way more female friends, and the only time I would stare at a women was because I thought there outfit was really cute. And I mean I have asked myself hundreds of times "if I could go back would I be female" and every time I would answer to myself "yes, I could dress girly, wear dresses and makeup, oh and have a purse, I mean my pockets would cease to exist but that's fine" and it took me typing it that out that it hit me in the face of, wait a minute I might be trans. Sorry just really needed to get that out, I've been struggling with it and its been affecting my sleep, work, and social life.