for a bit of backstory: i'm writing this on a secondary account i just made, my name is kevin, i'm 18, but i've been out socially since i was 11. i've had the offer to start hrt/t be made by doctors since i was 16.

I'm sort of afraid of what it might do to my body, since i'm kinda okay with how things are now. I sorta like how i look but at the same time i don't like how my voice isn't really deep at all and i don't like how i don't exactly have a lot of hair (no facial hair).

Does being "afraid" of hrt make me any less trans? What i read (online) seems to be split on whether or not it does. sorry for venting to you people (online) but nobody irl fully gets it even though they are supportive